I was only 17 years old when I had my first heartbreak and I told myself that never again would I fall in love with another, unless I knew that he was the person I wanted to spend my whole life with.
People say you find what you’re looking for when you stop looking. Thats exactly what I did. I stopped looking and hoping that the right person would come along. Instead, I did my own things. I learned how to be independent, I started earning my own my money and spent my own time wisely. It felt nice being alone. I had clearer thoughts and I was happier knowing that I finally had learn to love myself for who I am and not having to live up to anyone's expectations. At the end of the day, the only thing that mattered to me was being able to tell myself that I had a good day.
Beautiful writing!!! I am excited to read your blogs... and essays!!
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